Psalm 23

This past sunday was a consecutive day in which Liz had referenced psalm 23. The day before we had looked at it together, and I'd thanked the Lord for psalms and the crafted wonder which they are. Liz is far more perceptive, more godly, and more precious than I'll know. I've been quite rude to her mentally in thinking elsewhere from her, and these thoughts come to a head as Jeff Wu prayed for me the night of our C'ya meeting, and Jon Campbell the following night. Both nights we'd gone to frozen yogurt, and it has come to my attention humbly that my heart towards people can be seen/felt/known. Mike Benish as well as Liz both were angry with me this morning.
Greg prayed for me, Jiho had lunch with me, and Liz has continued persevering. While she first said in speech that she hates me, I have pretty much been saying this with demeanor and rejected ambiance of self-hate and manipulation. There seems to be much confusion about who is pleasing who, wants, anger, and mis-communication with misunderstanding. Jiho reminds me that this is not all there is; even his daughter has expressions which are hard to understand for his wife, and God makes all things work together for the good of those who love Him..." I may be frustrated, and feel rejected because it seems that Liz is not staying true to her word and following me as I follow Christ, yet still: "The Lord is my Shepherd. He leads me..."